after tonight, I will no longer think

So don't expect me to do anything smart, professional, or classy. if i start doing rash and crazy things, please don't stop me, please just stand by and let me do it, you can watch, but know this is something i must do. i am officially on professional career-driven hair combing bullshit hiatus. rock and roll is all that is left for me now. rock and roll is all that i will ever be. love me or leave me.